Day 8: Swept Away By Support
Hi everyone, I just need to start this entry by saying how speechless I am by all the unconditional love and support I have received from family, friends and even strangers during the past day. To be...
View ArticleDay 9: Taking Back My Body
Hello to all my amazing supporters, Today, I came to find that I really did not know who or what was looking back at me in the mirror after I got dressed. I knew it was my body, but it did not feel...
View ArticleDay 12: Changing My Morning Routine
Every day for the past year and a half, I have started my morning like this: I wake up, walk to the mirror, lift my shirt, inspect my body and then weigh myself. And even though for the past 12 days I...
View ArticleDay 15: I can
Good morning everyone, I am honestly pretty sick and tired about writing about how fat I feel every day and about the unhealthy things that my eating disorder tells me to do about it. So in hopes of...
View ArticleDay 17: Going 100 Miles Per Hour
Good morning everyone, Lately, I have felt that my recovery has been moving extremely fast. When I said I would not weigh myself anymore, I knew it meant that it was time to truly embrace myself for...
View ArticleDay 19: Talking With Ed
Good morning everyone, If it didn’t sound crazy enough to you already that I gave my eating disorder a name, (Ed), now I am going to tell you all how I talk with him on a daily basis. During these past...
View ArticleDay 20: Feeling Uncomfortable In My Own Skin
Hello everyone, All of yesterday and especially right now, I am feeling extremely uncomfortable in my own skin. I am feeling bloated, huge and just all around pretty much disgusted with how I look....
View ArticleDay 22: First Day On The Meal Plan
Hello everybody, In yesterdays post I wrote about how I went and got my first meal plan from my nutritionist. Technically, yesterday was my my first day on the plan, and while this plan is not filled...
View ArticleDay 23: Liking The Plan
Good morning everyone, I cannot believe that I am actually writing a post about the surprising fact that I am actually becoming somewhat ok with this meal plan. On Monday, I definitely thought that...
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